for your BENEFIT!

pls let me noe if anyone wana order along with me.. i'll be ordering on tuesday evening.. i've got enuff orders (myself + gf) to be entitled for free shipping... but if any1 wanna tag along, you're welcome!

let me noe ASAP, cus it's for your own BENEFIT! (pun intended!)

suddenly,

just as my whole world came crashing down on me (boy, i need to repioritize man! i cant let tt be my whole world!), something i saw earlier on woke me up. nope, i wasn't there rooted to the ground in shock, or rather, yes im standing there in shock, not of the attack, but of reality.

my problems r minor, i have a steady job, a great family, wonderful friends - compared to them.

so why, am i losing myself to sorrow i wonder. i woke. life goes on. :) thanks people in parang. HAHA

and what woke me up? people in parang, or prolly i shld say, long kitchen knife! (i used parang to erms, amplify the seriousness ahha) was outside marina 7-11, waiting for the maxi cab tt we called and all of a sudden, a group of malays started yelling and throwing their drinks ard, we dismissed tt as normal street fight, but when 1 of them draw out his knife, we know it's sth more than tt. and they kicked and punched, and i saw the one holding e knife "hacking**" the one on the gound. we were v close to them, and by v, i mean v... and that was when i stood rooted to the ground, and thanks ker, for pulling me to safety.. otherwise HAHA i might still be there standing. and yes, we (buddies) were the closest to them. HAHA. and yes, i noe im a burden, but what can i do? need i explain our friendship further? (ni de korkor shi wo de jiejie =x)

what an experience...

cabbed back later in maxi cab, saw this little girl at the garden, and i was yet again shocked, and beside this girl was this white kitty, freaking creepy can! (not to mention tt girl was in white)

but conscience told me to go and see whether tt girl is aright, i mean 4am, and a little girl of barely 7 downstairs, not healthy man.

i went, talked to her and she pointed to her dad at the playground! HAHA, heaved a sigh of relief.. headed back home and MY OPI ARRIVED! hrhur damn happy... my cutie and mishop nxt pretty please...

and not forgetting, i got my new lappy today. thanks jiejie de korkor for getting me sucha great deal! HURHUR.

and thanks sher, charles, ker, wei, for lugging my lappy + carrying case + box + everything ard e whole day for me..

i haf wonderful friends, thats why they say friends in need r friends indeed.

**prolly i shldn't use the word hack, i didnt see any blood on e floor, but i did see the guy the knife, the injured, the fast actions.. ive got limited vocab @ 430am. HAHA

P/S for those who r asking "why didnt u dial 999?" it's cus, they came n went in a flash.. less than 2 min, and they ran off to God knows where..

AND, go watch transformer, great show! steven spielberg + michael bay, woots!

benefit cosmestic anyone?

anyone wanna order benefit cosmestics?? have got a benetint of my own, and seriously im quite loving it! wanna get more! let me know if u girls wanna get it tgt!

i wanna get dandelion, 10 & badgal blue! super love can!!

heard tt the blusher (dandelion, 10 etc) will be selling @ tangs later this month @ $60! but ordering online will save u 10 - 20%, i got my benetint at ard $45 (i think, i forgot)

check it out here! www.benefitcosmetics.com/

p/s. i duno how e shipping terms are and what nots, my benetint was ordered thru a spree page, so yarh & im doing this by myself - the first time. hopefully it'll be as easy as footshopping! hurhur.

p/s/s. will prolly be getting it @ e end of this mth, after their launch @ tangs, wanna go check out their range u see.

warrau!! im addicted larh! i think i might be getting the stuffie earlier! hurhur let me know if u wanna join me cus at this moment, the stuff tt i wana get qualify for the free shipping *YAY* BUT! i might do some trimming, i've got tons of make up left unused! but what can i do? i just simply simply lurve make up! duncha?

e many looks of mago

u know, it's hard not to love her, even tho. she just ruined your fav pair of shoes...

my baby darling!

the bite-u look

the paris hilton look! hah!

the piggy look

the i dun wanna hurt your feeling but yr foot stinks look

the i smell food look look

e cheeky look

the heh heh heh look

the -_- look

the -_< look

the i-heck-care-u look

the act cute look

now now, dun u just adore her?

miniholiday

alright, pictures of my mini holiday!

HURHUR! well. it was up to genting once more.. fun fun trip.

BUT it passed a tad too quickly! hurhur a wink of the eye, 4 wks have passed. and here are some really overdue pictures. ;)

the attendee this time round, charles, chris, eug & myself. u know, i would really wanna go on a holiday with buddies instead of just the "genting group" but they're just too tied up with their work / NS commitments. :( BUT then again, if we were to go on a full force holiday, i suggest tt we go to a rest & relac place instead of a busy place. how?!

anyway, anyhow till then..

the genting group. hah!

the coach tt we sat in to genting was simply won-der-ful! super comfy, BUT the problem remained. we're still unable to sleep. and we're sitting there in the comfort of the coach, thinking of what matters to us. haha.. then halfway thru, the guys started ds-ing and me? still struggling to sleep & just when i found the best position to sleep, we reached our destination. =/



reached at bout 3ish am & we can't check in!! so, we placed our bags @ the counter and headed to the casino. and on the first day, i lost. HURHUR. i won initially alright! i won the cost of genting trip, but i guess greed overcame my sanity and i played longer and lost 200RM! HURHUR

and guess wat? we played from bout 3ish am till 10am. tts 6 hours man!!

finally got to check in our hotel @ 10ish am, but the room was still in a mess, cus the previous occupants just left and yarh. so we hadda roam around genting for another short little while before gg back to our room. and THANK GOD! my room was cleared first... HURHURHUR... a warm shower later, i fell straight into bed and slept till the 2nd batch ppl came.

blogging @ a much later date is bad, cus e memories are kinda fuzzy, and yarh, u get my drift. c'mon, im still in the 256mb era alrite!

so, i forgot what exactly did we do in e afternoon, but the girls split up to go shopping in e evening & the guys returned to the lion's den. we met later that evening for dinner & some coffee went to a pub @ firstworld and yarh tts basically about it.

eug & i

fooling ard @ coffee bean

& i guess he really hate me alot yarh?

u see one the first day, chris & i actually saw this promo going on to visit a animal santuary a cable car ride away from genting and since chris wanted to give a shot on the cable car ride, so we bot tix for that animal santuary + cable car ride and yup off we went!

this is the picture of the clear clear skies in genting.

chris & i on e cable car.

on our way back, we were STUCKED many feet above ground due to a very bad fog & that cable car was literally bouncing about on the cable lines. it was freaking scary can! and eug was trying to "bounce" the cable car futher! i mean, not at tt time purrrrlease!!! lol. anyway we made it back to genting safe & sound. haha. but that was really an scary experience larh. u see the fog was so bad :

e first picture taken, quite clear

and then,

finally! we cant see anything at all, and we're stuck in e middle of nowhere!

(e above 3 pictures are taken using my hp, my camera went flat, too many pictures taken. hah!)

& now the pictures of the animals santuary, some really really cute animals, and i personally quite like the monkey, if not for the fact tt it pee-ed on me. YES! PEE!! ON ME!!! gross! spent bout 2 / 3 hrs there and off we go..

watever that animal was really liked to be pushed ard eh?

chris & i & e walabi, which loves to chew!

went back to e hotel & washed up (duh!) and went off to ripleys. pretty fun larh, esp the stupid bridge. we were running on that bridge like silly children. laffing and bumping into the railings. & that hurts so much.

after dinner, coffee, chilling, shopping & casinoing later, we headed back to the room. & we're pretty drained by the 2 days activities and we just stayed in e room & rest & relac, ds-ing, heart to heart talk. hurhur.

woke up the nxt day with a heavy heart. we're leaving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im already missing the ice cream there! it is super yummylicious can!! and before i forget the name of the ice cream palor, it's baskin' robins. i totally love their ice cream can! but it's freaking exp. 17RM for 2 scoop? but it's super nice larh, like super super!

enjoyed e trip - lots! HURHUR! and somehow tho. genting is pretty small, we still didn't manage to finish all the stuff tt we wanted to do.

like gg up to the genting "observator", for a movie with OSIM chairs, air gunning, dimsumming, prating and some more which i cant really recall at this moment. but yarh. it was good. one thing spoiled the holiday, my ulcer! u see it's on the upper gum area, just behind my front tooth, and i cant eat properly OK! it hurts so super much! and the nxt best thing? it healed so fast when im back in SG. =( but at least it's no longer bothering me. hurhur.

& it wasn't as cold as the previous time i was there, but on e last day, it was alot colder than the last 2 days i was there. what a pity =(

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actually there are more pictures tt i wanted to post up, but somehow picasa just upload 4 of them. so e rest, i manually added them in and it's boring larh!

& before i started on this post, i tot it'll be a really short post, like just pictures? but somehow tt short post gave way to this longggg post..

decided

i think i've somewhat decided, and i know some might not agree with my decision (yes, u my diana) but! there are too many things holding me back.

i'll speak to my boss 1st see wadz e best arrangement, and then revert to SIM - a really really hard decision, but things gotta be done..

i dunno, maybe after so much hassle, it's nt approved?

u know, before u guys *esp u my darling* please know that this is a really really hard decision. as much as i would want to go FT, but there are really many many things holding me back, in a sense, im a responsible person!! HAH! and u might say tt this is a 1 way road to hell (fyi, i aint a believer in hell hurhur), yes i know. ive weighed all the pros & the cons on my looped sided scale and decided that this is the best short term plan. pls give me all yr blessings!

p.s im really really stressed i cant sleep at night, and when i wake up first thing in the morning, THIS is what crosses my mind again. i even dream of it! hurhur.

p.s.s maybe im making a big hoohah outta small matter, but, hey! it concerns every aspect of my life alright!

& dingdingding, sher, u won

HAHA!

hey, im backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

in & out & in & out & in & out & in & out & in & out & in & out and here im again - back in that fix.

in a freaking big dilemma once more (i guess the foundation wasn't even strong to start with)

what shld i do? there's no right or wrong decision to this, and yes i understand that this should be of my own choice and not what others want me to decide..

im stucked..

back to reality...

after months of living in my little fairy tale, im thrusted back to reality again. :) things weren't what it seems to be (no, i ain't refering to r/s). but what i wanna say is that, im happy to be back. hah!

lived a life of imprudency - and yes, it's time to stop.. it's kinda hard to stop now that im so blardy used to things, after all, old habits die hard! hah! making silly excuses for myself eh?

i've been thinking much lately about what will happen in months to come and truth to be told, im a little afraid.. afraid of what's to come, and stuff like that. so many what-ifs. but i'd rather look on the bright side of things and yeah, go on my journey to the west (literally!)

& to a certain extend, i'll miss working @ my current co.

May the good Lord bless me! Amen! :)

i don't wanna live in the impact of down moments, but the in e wonderful moments of life!

what's a friendship without ups & downs?

alright, pertaining to the earlier post, my sweets & i haf cleared things up & are as lovey dovey as before. muahs

looking back, i agree it was rude of me to just blog it out instead of letting u know how i feel. it feels good to let steam out yarh? and yes, you by now, shld understand the meaning of CHILL!! hurhur.

whatever it is, as you've demanded, a lovey dovey post just for u.. & that cost u muffins & ice cream! hurhur.

and so, what's a friendship without ups & downs? misunderstanding causes u to understand eachother more rite?

when miss petty meets miss straightforward - u get plenty of bitching, muffins, ice cream & loooove.