im in need of a serious retail therapy.

help. =(

when i say i miss, i miss!

and i want something done!

darling girlies! lets meet up soon! been so long since we've met up & chit chatttt! miss those nyp days hurhur.

feeling all nolstagic all over again.

i know u girls are gg to haf ur exams / tests / what-nots. let me know when u're all free yarh? muahs!

verdict : u've changed, not!

every now & then, i'll hear of people changing, be it their appearance, their mentality or whatever - just changes. but a few months down the road, it's back @ square one, and then you're trying to change again, constantly changing.. which is also why people say, nothing is constant, except changes - exceptionally true.

i wanna change too, for the better of course

there's so many things at this point of time which i wanna change, but there's just too much limitations on my side which is beyond my control.

im demoralised. there's so many things that i wanna do, i wanna achieve at this point of time.. yet i am not able to. that's the worst thing ever, to know what you want, yet there's nothing you can do about it. just waiting and waiting for the right time, the right moment, the right resources. it's really really disheartening. tts really how im feeling right now..

but what can we do? bowing our heads to circumstances and con't the relentless walk of life?

no! that's not what i will do! i will pursue what i want! im gonna stop all my indulgence and concentrate on my goal. that will be my change, pray i wun be back @ square one.

it's so near, yet so far - but im determined.

im born a winner in Christ, not a failure! Amen!

home alone, on a friday!

yes! im all alone @ home on a wonderful friday! why? eug has abandon me for the cruise, aka the ship. i was supposed to go too, but i can't! work commitments are keeping me occupied!

hafta work on sat morning. sad rite? nvm, he'll b back tomorrow. hurhur =)

yawns. nvm! many dvds are keeping me company this friday, or perhaps, i'll just rest earlier today, to get my beauty sleep! yawns.

O! my msn aint working, is it just me, or is it msn?

happpppppy birthdayyyyyyy

to my dearest buddy, sherman! =) wishing u all the best in whatsoever tt you're gg to do & will do! =)

& remain best of buddies always! (so that i can always call & bother u =D) hurhur!

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a lil digression, any1 wanna order birks? im so blardy tempted to get another pair, cin will kill me for wanting to get e same pair as her, but then again, she shld feel honoured eh? =)

the way to neverland

so many things happening all at once & im lost. wazzzzap!

maybe what i should do is just to sit back, relax, let go & let God. =) yup, that shall be my resolution as of today.

sickening larh, to be thinking of so many things @ the same time & yet nothing can be achieved by just plain thinking.

im tired larh! gonna hit the sack earlier tonight, after my masking of cus!

will be meeting someone that i dun really like tomorrow, but yet hafta put on a fake smile to entertain them. working life is such. i really hate to put on that mask, and talk as tho. we're heartfelt friends and i believe she feel the exact same way. but what can we do? *shrugs* perhaps im not strong enuff to do what i really want to do ...

Daddy God, gimmie the strength that i need! & more! =)

on a lighter note, tmr's friday! let us all TGIF!! yippie aye aye!

=)

=D once more! and more to come? =p

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i want, but i can't! =(((((((((((( when can i?

07032007 :)

when the going get tough, the tough get going.

randomised

nth much recently, just the same ol' stuffie. just v excited about the new discovery that i've made! =) & O ya! im gonna refrain from prawns. think im getting an allergy reaction from over consumption of it!


hurhur. anyway, here are some very randomised pictures!

eug & i

silly doggie!

a few weeks back, i was down with gastric flu, and was kinda bed ridden for a day - too weak u see & so when i was taking my medication, my cup of water was placed on my bed and this stupid doggie of mine, came into my room looking all so sweet and drank up my cuppa water giving me that o-so-innocent look. and all this while her water bowl was full of water! stupid rite! but i still love her larh..

CNY eve,

top : gf, eug, ben, jj ; our drinks

bottom left : eug, jj ; gf, eug

top : jialin & i

bottom : jialin & i ; jj & jialin

ripped these off jl's blog

& i finally discovered how to do collage! all along i tot it was done by some super chim program, but i didn't realise that i myself have that program too! bleah*

O! & i can't figure out why issit that picasa2 posted only 4 of my pictures. e rest of the pictures were manually posted by me.

some very c2pid shots when waiting for my slow coach bf!

my necessity

e stuffie in my bag! lappie, 2 ds, make up pouch, camera, phone, brolly, car key & wallet!

missing : house keys!

thanks to this stupid photo, i realised tt my house keys are missing! hah! so i hadda make a trip back home to get my house keys! lol. otherwise i can't go home tt nite! to be locked outta home. so stupid.

the make up pouch!

i dunno whether issit every girl or issit just me but i am kinda shock at what i have in my pouch. lol. lets see,

3 eye liners

2 lippies, 1 gloss

1 blusher

ds games

concealer

hand cream

3 disposable eye drops

pair of ear rings

loose powder

lotsa plaster

blotter

playing cards

nail clipper & finally

make up artist's name card

no wonder my bag's always so damn bloated.. time to do some trimming..

lastly my wallet!

this 3 pics pretty much sumed up how bored i was right?

hurhur.

then after tt very long wait for eug & e trip back home to retrieve my keys, we went to meet buddies for pooling session. & im so sad OK! liverpool lost to man u!!!

my stevie must be so sad.. :(

my stevie XD

silly goon & i =)

& still us..

a perfect setting for serangoon's own adapation of dark water. hurhur

gonna be a busy week ahead. =( but i can do it!