good news or bad?

ha! i no longer hafta share a com! my super biased mother just got my bro a new lappy.. even tho. the digi cam of my dreams are so much cheaper than that lappy, she just keep claiming "no $ la no $ la" ok fine and last wk? bot my sis a mp3 player. fair enuff. barely a week later? a lappy. wth. what a liar. it's ok neway. i've got a workable and great digicam, just that my lust is getting the better of me. *cheers*

my bro got a router and the *** him doesnt even noe how to install e whole thing! and even attempted to take the whole modenm out to the living room and try to connect it there. like duh* so stupid. lucky he has a clvr sis with a slightly clvr "sista" who helped..

now my desk is filled with wires wires and more wires.. connecting the router to the modenm to the scv plug to the main switch to the small switch to the here and there. it's so blardy messy. i think my hamster's gonna get lost in that wire maze. -_-" gotta clear it up once i hafta time.. (or once i stop being lazy)

yawns* how i wish it's sch tmr, at least i can skip sch.. let me get a warning letter, i dun mind. i noe how not to get debarred after all these yrs. i miss long bus rides with eugene, i miss lu rou fan in nyp, i miss cheap cheap mac in nyp, i miss early-in-the-morning-slacking-lab classes, i miss shopping arcade, i miss my classmates, i miss sch.

i miss school, i really do... :(

blink* wink*

blink* wink* blink* wink*

it's sunday night again.. so fast and the weekend has passed.. i hate the rush that we hafta go thru every weekend.

im 1 that loves to laze around in bed, and just waste myself away on a sunday morning(or rather every morning) and taking a stroll down shopping centres, without the constrain of time.. but these few sundays, it is not possible, cus the time on sundays are always that limited. :( hate it. eug just booked in *heh heh heh* 3 hrs earlier.. yeps, slightly later today.. at 9pm. had a rushed dinner @ pasir ris mac b4 he went to fall in. :(

so mani things running thru my mind now, i dunno what to say... my future, our future, so on and so forth. everything in my mind is jumbled up.. but thank God eug's understanding. asking me to go ahead with what i have in mind.. but what i have in mind is kinda hard to achieve, tho it's possible..

so mani limitations, needs lotsa motivation. *hahaha it rhymes!*

*mental block* shall stop here. :)

cheers ppl

upset

im so upset. i bot a purple mascara.

but no1 can tell it's purple.

blah blah black shit.

bull's eye!

LOL.

sunday

:( im a sad girl today.

just realise tt eugene seems to be the remote control to my feelings.. little things that he does can make me super happy, or unhappy.. which aint very good i guess. :) but im glad to say, he didnt press the "unhappy" in tt remote control these few days. :)

it's jsut tt he booked in earlier on. tts why im a sad girl :( i miss him so much already..

aniway, 5 more days or issit 6 ? more days to eug's book out day. i hope he gets a better slot tis time round, else i think i would really go eat some worms. :
T_T

some1 please help me~ im pms-ing, and feeling darn shitty.

argH*

iupdatesss

ah, i need more $! been spending and spending and spending, but yet i dunno what i spent on! how dumb is that? i guess i only haf annette and eugene to blame for my plight, for they are the 2 constant shopping kaki-s that i haf!


annette darling
was out with annette on wed for a shopping spree, and boy, was it a shopping spree. bt as usual, got all the stuff that i dun need. bah* i think i need a finanicial consultant! and more importantly, i guess i hafta stop buying those misc stuff that i dun need!

and then on thur evening, bout 8ish, some1 knocked on my doOr, and guess who issit?

it's quite early i noe, but it's eugene! :) that poor boy is running a temperature, which is why he is able to book out on a thursday afternoon.. and booking in again, on sun as usual. :\ (which, for yr info, is in 15 hours time :\ ) he wanted to gimmie a suprise, and yeps, im definately suprised. i mean, im very happy to see him of cus, but at the same time, feeling horrid, cus he's feeling so unwell but yet i cant do anithing bout it. but the silly him, despite being sick, chose to gimmie tis little surpise. *muacks for him*

and on fri, he went over to my workplace to haf lunch with me and den back home agian. how sweet can he be? but well, he's still feeling very unwell, and i still cant do anithing bout it! despite my constant nagging, he doesnt wanna go see a doc!

*oh did i mention, he DOTA-ed on thur, after giving me that surpise, he came straight into my room, flopped into my chair and DOTAED! how nice*

and sat, a boring sat i would say, there's no movie, no nth no whatsoever.. but at least i got my heels, but i guess i would get sian of it very soon, cus it's in pink strips. dun get me wrong, i like pink, but i feel that pink is very "bu nai chuan" will get sian of it very soon. bah* dun let eug see this pls! dota dota, get eug glued to u so he wun read this :P and i just realise tt i prefer the shoe box to the heels! heuaheuaheuaeu ..

neway, had dinner later on at changing appetite again. and it was nice! really! haha had this choc drink which was erms, not as nice as it seems la. but still i was drooling when it was served. choc-dream!


blurry

i-dunno-what-issit-called

slurps

shoe box!


i've decided to put tis shoe box into good use by placing all misc stuff.. neater already. heuahueaheauheu :P

and i've got a new crazee, which is quite silly i feel. u noe those dong dong machines at suntec? haha me and eug spent quite a bomb on it todae. just turning and turning... gosh* and i've acquired enuff of those cuties stuff to make me think of buying a transparent display set for it, else it would be hard to clean and keep all of them u see.. hmmmm ... ne good display set to recommend?

and he's booking in tmr already. quite sian. tho this week, he spent quite a long time with me, but somehow it's nt fufiling. like something's lacking. i duno what. but i hope this feeling will go away soon. im just tired i guess.. work is taking a toil on me! u noe what? i dreamt of work yest nite!!! i dreamt tt i was in office and staring at the work in frt of me! but the farni thing is, work aint tt stressful, but why would i dream of it! i dunno.. but i think i need some serious retail therapy, but i guess that would hafta wait till nxt mth. blah blah blah. :)

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u noe, actually im quite envious of those people that haf great pals, to share woes with.. yes i haf lotsa great girlfriends, but, with all due respect, they only noe when im happy.. it's nt their fault. it's jsut me, i tend to hide unhappy things within myself and just not share it.. i had tis type of good fren once, bt the frenship just somehow went down the drain..

and after tt, i dun seem to haf ani1 that i can really pour out my troubles to. eug? he's my bestest fren too. but sometimes when the "trouble" is him, i cant possibly "bitch" bout him in front of him can i? i hope u get where im getting at..

was at marina todae and i happen to see this 2 girls, sitting on the open air stone chairs just chatting away. simple but yet there's something tt gave me a tingling feeling.. like i've mentioned b4, me and my then, bestie, would sit down lydat and just talk our hearts out.. and we hafta stop ourselves occassionally, lest we go outta breath, cus there's nth we wouldnt talk bout..

those were the days. :)

cheers*

dong dong dongggggggggg

mago darling

dog is a man's best friend. i second tt. :)
despite me being grouchy, mean, and angry! she's still by my side. heuaheuhea i love herrrr!


aint

she

a

cutie ?

*lickies*

yeapppp

yea! im back people! my lappy's fine! :D yea yea yea* any1 missed me? :P

eug out at field again, hafing his SOC or wadever test this time round. for 3 whole days. argh.. today's the 2nd day. wondering how are things for him...

saw the photos that he took at field camp... looks fun but of cus the best parts are caught on cameras, while the oh-so-ugly stuff arent. imagine u hafing to dig a trench, a grave lookalike for urself to sleep in. yes! u hafta sleep on mud! how gross. it doesnt really help that it's raining the few days tt he was there.. and for the 7 days that he was gone, he hafta eat dog like food! he smuggled some back for me to see (he wasnt supposed to) and yucks! that would be the last things that i would actually touch. yes, it's that gross. something even mago might not wanna eat :x she's a pampered bitch u see. tho the food are with really nice names like speg, chicken rice or whatsoever & it all taste alike.

& shitting.. u actually hafta dig holes for urself to shit rite? logical? yes definatly, but the problem is that very field u r staying in was what other soldiers haf been shitting in for the past i dunno how mani years, imagine the amount of shit that are hidden in the soil & it so happens tt eug's friend, actually dug up a shit hole! omg it's like ultra disgusting. urgh. thank God i dun hafta go thru all these..

and he's right now in the midst of it all, again. :( i misssss that silly boy.

NS has been so blardy unfair to him. u see, he finished his field camp on a friday evening. neighbouring companies booked out straight after their field camp, which is on a friday, and he hafta stay in till sun! spending his time on sat, nuaing away, cleaning his rifle "let u all rest after field camp" that was the explaination his sgt gave him. sunday was his grenade throwing stimulation, which was quite reasonable. but why waste their sat? when that time can be for better use? and they booked out only on sun evening.. and booked in again on tue evening and tue, national day, was supposed to be a NATIONAL hoilday. NS is so damn dumb. and that following week, which was the weekend that just passed, he booked out on saturday evening, at 8pm! imagine my, his, and his campmate's anguish! mental torture! and booked in again on sunday evening, 6pm. latest to book out and earliest to book in. how fair is that? our time spent together is so blardy limited..

for which, im glad my lappy is spoilt, cus at least, he wouldnt be so into his dota when he stayed over at my place. :)

nth much actually.

caught the Maid at the ulu sami bedok princess. and suprisingly it wasn't as bad as i thought. i always haf a bad impression on singapore's production.. it was quite stupid at some parts la, but overall, got me covering my eyes. haha...

*back from browsing thru eug's field camp photos*

he's so cute! haha. for my viewing pleasure only! :D

tmr, he will be back from tt silly jungle! but not yet into my arms (or issit me into his arms? wadever) till then. i shall be patiently waiting for saturday.

updates

ok, since im quite free now, shall update a little on my long weekend. :)

eug came back on sun evening, met him for dinner den off to coffeebean! :D there we chatted for awhile , exchanged our sweet nothings! heuahueheau bah* nah, we just talked bout his field camp..

den home sweet home

den we met again on monday morning, den off we went for a movie! charlie and the chocolate factory. quite nice. :) i like willy wonkerS! haha.. or rather i like johnny deep.. den went over to bugis, walked walked shopped shopped, den suntec.. haha.. we walked for the whole day till 9ish when we are super bored and dun feel like gg home so, we decided to go for a movie again! bah* damn ex can. 2 movies in a day. this time round we caught land of the dead, the only movie which doesnt offer the 1st few row seats.. but to my suprise, it's quite scary wor. tho. the ending is quite lame.. i mean the ...dead dead shows.. it's all quite bo liao.. but i like tis 1 ...

oh b4 we went for movie we went over to esplanade.. there's some gig going on and we stood there till 12ish! haha saw some fireworks. nice nice. caught it on video, but well cant upload it cus my com's down. bah* but the fireworks are really nice la. :)

went home after the movie. slept till 12ish the nxt morning went for sushi buffet.. yummmmmmy...

had some more fun stuff la..
but i cant tink of it as yet. work place is a very uncondusive place for blogging u see..

kk
work time again :)

cheers*

:(

thanks to my little brothers, who thought that my lappy is a little thirsty, my lappy had to be sent for repairs. :) thanks dudes.

yes, they gave my lappy some water to drink and now my lappy is too "drunk" in the water and wont start. ah. how nice. all on e day eug book out. bah* when im not home

basket.

so peps i wun b online for quite awhile, depending on whether my lappy can be repaired or not... so if there's anithing, just sms me ya? or if u wan a "chat", just send a email to me, during office hours of cus..

till den..

poly girlly

my poly sweet hearts

met up with my sweethearts(like finally??) on tue, had dinner at cartel b4 we went elsewhere to chill out. had fun! :D
haha.. nope we aint gossipers so we didnt gossip much :P heuaheauhaeuae just tt we SHARED what happened to eachother :P we are just concerned bout our frens.

haha realised i miss poly so much, just like how much i miss sec sch. i think i just miss studying with great company around me :) meet up again ya? *smooches*

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tt bitch is hafing her menses. yuckies! omg! damn gross ccan. but at least she doesnt bleed like crazy. i mean unlike humans, just a little here a little there. but it's still gross to clean up other ppl's menses? thank God i haf my maid

heauheauheauaheueahuea

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today's thur, tmr is fri and the nxt nxt day is sat and then, sunday. (duh*) and i can get to meet my darling in 1 2 3 4 days time. tt's long huh? oh damn it's ok. i just hope tt my pay can come in time to return him how much i took from him. i think i took already 1/5 of my pay frm his acc? omg. damn stress..

oh ya! not working on monday! heuaheuhaeueahu. my office's closed! how cool ya? yea yea! long weekend for me! :)

cheers ppl, im in a good mood!

it nvr rain but it pOurs

it nvr rain but it pours..

been searching for a new blog skin for quite some time now. cant really find 1 that i like and such.. but guess what as i was browsing thru blogskin.com, i found a few! and i actually haf a hard time choosing which 1 to use. and tadah* tis is the 1 :)

i like the colors, the concept and butterflies. i dun like dead 1s tho & definately not ghostly 1s. but i like butterflies. colorful 1s pls.

oh yes, the statement, it nvr rain but it pours applies to work too. usually when im free, im very free, surfing the net, reading papers, playing freecell and chatting. but once the phone start ringing. i can hardly get a breather. oh gosh. perhaps tts why they say tt working there is a fast paced environment. i noe what they mean finally...

had lunch alone, literally. cus every1's outta office. so i jsut went to tabao some food back and ate in front of the computer.. those that had off, had their offs, those tt went to run their errands are out, those tt are anti-social are in the pantry. leaving me, the lonely jiajia. even eugene is not calling me. :( baH*

im not in the best of mood. :
and today's only monday, or rather tuesday, eugene wun be back till sunday. how nice. boo boo boo. and my pay cheque isnt here yet. oh my.